18 but curious
It all started a few months ago where i thought to myself i had to have a gay experience after fantasizing about it for along time, i have been curious for a few years but turned 18 last summer so haven’t thought about actually doing the act as i felt too young, but wanted to do it before going to college. I read a lot on forums about being bi or curious and about peoples first times. I read a lot of erotic fiction and spent hours at night reading, then started to look at gay personals on websites and craigslist and got extremely turned on by them. Last week i decided to make my own ad on a popular site it read. “19 looking for first time” “looking for older guy to experiment with, needs to be discreet and patient” I nervously went to bed after putting the ad online. In the morning i checked my email and was surprised to find 13 emails, about half were just small 1 liners saying how they thought my ad was hot or good luck shame you are too far away. Then i came across one that i really liked, it was from a 47 year old married man named jay who was local and was looking for young guys to show them “the joys of sex with a man” he talked about how he would be patient and to just mail him for a chat nothing more. So i did, i replied to his email and talked for 4 days over email, i was growing very attracted to him he seemed very wise and giving me advice. The conversation soon talked about real life and whether i was ready to be with a guy, i knew i was ready and knew that i wanted to be with him he suggested we meet somewhere in public just to assure me he was genuine. We decided to meet at the cafe in town and he sent me a picture of him so i could identify him. On saturday i went to the cafe and nervously sat for a while, i then noticed jay walking in and ordering a coffee, he sat down at a table and started reading a newspaper. I had to pluck up the courage to walk over and sit next to him which i’m glad to say i did, i was sweating with nerves as i sat down and he looked up and said “you must be john” and i nodded, we chatted for a while and he made me feel really comfortable. He suggested we leave the cafe and go for a walk, it was a beautiful day and we walked around the park, again the conversation came onto sex and he was suggesting private places we could go; toilets, his car, his house or in a hidden area in the trees. I said i would like to just masturbate to start with and he nodded and suggested we go to the trees; we walked for about 5 minutes into quite dense bush and trees and then stopped. After an awkward silence he asked whether it was ok for him to lower his pants, i nodded and he did revealing his beautiful long, thick and extremely hard cock. I decided to lower my pants too exposing by not so impressive cock he reached over and started to run his fingers along my shaft and over my balls and stepped closer, i looked up at his face closed my eyes and kissed him on the lips, he slowly started to stroke my penis while locked in a slow kiss, his tongue rolled in and out of my mouth and it felt great. I then reached for his cock and started to run my hand up and down the long shaft, after a few minutes of kissing and jerking each other off i broke the kiss and smiled at him. I slowly sank to my knees and came face to face with the purple head of his throbbing cock, i wrapped my hand around it and stroked it a few times then stuck my tongue out and licked the tip, it was warm and moist with a musky taste and smell it was beautiful. I opened my mouth and took the head in, i slowly massaged it with my tongue and to my joy i hear him breathe deeply, i look up and make eye contact with him, he smiles and gently rests his hand on the back of my head. I start to take more of his cock into my mouth i get about half way down to shaft until i feel i cant take anymore then i slowly withdraw till the tip is between my lips then draw my hand up the shaft in unison my hand and mouth work up and down his cock, i do this for about 5 minutes slowly picking up the pace. I can see and feel that he is getting close to climax, i look into his eyes again with his cock in my mount and my hand around his shaft and my other hand around my cock and start to go faster and faster, he runs his hands through my hair and groans, i feel his cock grow his abs tighten and his balls pull up. He then firmly grabs my head and pulls me into him and i feel a rush as his semen jets out onto the roof and back of my mouth, i use my hand to squeeze his cock to make sure i have it all and then swallow, he removes his cock from my mouth and praised me on how good i was for a first timer, little did he know that i practiced on a dildo and watched a lot of porn. I was still hard and was slowly jerking myself off and he tells me to leave it and to pull my pants up, i do so and we walk back into the main park, we finish our walk and he walks to his car with me, he then turns and asks whether i will be coming home with him or whether i am satisfied with my gay experience. I was too horny to answer and just opened the door and sat in his car, he got in and we drove off, while driving he unzipped my pants with his free and got my cock out and stared playing with it, i was incredibly turned on as i hadn’t had a release since last night. Soon we were at his home and we went inside, he asked whether i wanted a drink i looked at him in silence, he smiled and suggested we go to his room instead, he takes me by my hand and we walk upstairs and into his room. We stood facing each other by the side of the bed and we kiss each other again. Soon his hands were all over my body and starting to take my clothes off. I decide to do the same to him and soon we are in our underwear.