A uncontrollable and guilty mind
Hi Iss readers,This is my first story. I promise this really happened in my life about 4 years ago. Now im Kaali, 22, male. I also give you prior information that this story does not end in intercourse. Its just molestation.I completed my +2 in Villuppuram district. Im very talented in studies. I usually top the class. I have strong libido. Im 5’2 ft and fair complexioned, athletic builds. I do push up daily and have a well cleaved chest at that time itself.Since I got good marks, I got Bcom seat in very reputed college of Chennai (name secret). My fathers youngest brother lives in chennai. So my father asked me to stay in my uncles home and finish the study of three years. They were four in their house, My uncle, his wife, their 2 yr daughter and my grandma.I went to Chennai and joined the college. Life seemed very pleasant at that time. There are no sorrows in my mind and I was like a free bird. When I first stepped in their house, I had no feelings for my aunt. I kept her equal to my mother. I never thought bad about her till all this happened.My uncle owned a small shop in that locality as a side business. His work is of shift basis. His shift changes for every week as morning and night shift. We all were merry and happy for the first two months. I used to come from college at 4 30 and will sit in the shop till 8 30 as a measure of helping them. My aunt usually sits there before I coming to that house. Since there ll be very less customers, my father suggested to sit in the shop and study and thereby looking after the few customers who visit rarely. Since Im new to that work and I don’t know the rates of the things that are sold, my aunt taught me for the first few months. We usually sit there chatting about many things and we got very intimate. About my aunt she is such a friendly lady, very beautiful, shorter than me, very fair complexioned and 38 size breasts ( I didn’t notice at that time, but later I came to know). She asked about many things- about girls in my life, my hobbies, interests, she ll ask all the questions which men like to be asked. She liked my behavior and interests. She told it frankly. I in turn said “you look very beautiful in your marriage album, Uncle is very lucky to have you as wife”. She blushed very much and asked with a smile, “u mean to say now im ugly?”I said “No, I didn’t mean it that way”With that I stopped coz I dared not to tell her now also she is beautiful. But I thought she is beautiful at that time also.This continued for months – sitting daily in the shop for 4 hours and then starting homewards. There my uncle will be in night shift and we were left alone with the baby since my grandma is old and she sleeps early. She found new company in her life to chat and share her feelings. My uncle is always busy either with the job or with the shop work and she literally felt alone. Day by day she felt close and very intimate to me.One fine evening it was hardly raining outside and we were in the shop with the baby. It was my uncle’s night shift week. We felt very cold inside the shop since it was rainy season and some depression caused downpour for a continuous three days. She suddenly asked, “do u have any girlfriends ”said No.I in turn asked “how many proposals u got in your school” She told “many, and I didn’t accept any one of them” I told “ I regret for being born six years late” (she is six years elder to me) She asked why im telling like that. I said “ no, just like that”. I gave a cunning smile which she returned. She insisted me to tell. I told “ I even regret for not studying in your school”. She then blushed. Then we dropped the chapter.While starting homewards, we tried to close the shutter and because of the rain it got jammed. I only lock it daily. But this lucky day I tried hard but it was not coming. She offered to help me. Then she kept her hands on my hand and we both pulled it hard. After trying for 2-3 mins it came down. For those 2-3 mins I was in heaven. It was the first time in my life, im Touching a woman. My cock aroused a little. But I felt guilty. We went home and I slept with my own feelings thinking what happened that evening.Then one day I didn’t go to college and it was mid day when my uncle was in morning shift. He ll come back only at 6 in the eve. My grandma has gone to our another uncle’s home and will be back only after 3 weeks. The baby was asleep and we were left alone with each other. As I already told I was a little talented which she also know and complimented me for that. On that afternoon, we found a quiz book and started a game. In that game she asked me questions from that book and I answered it. We were playing that game for about 10 mins and I answered all the questions easily. She was very surprised. We were very close to each other. If I had moved an inch forward I would have touched her. Suddenly she did something. She kept her hands on my laps and gave me a look. I could not understand at that time why she is doing that. But I was happy. I did not resist. I was enjoying it a lot. She was casual and reacted as if it was a casual and friendly touch. She asked some questions with that touch. I could not think. I told I cannot answer now. She gave a cunning smile and took away her hands.I now reacted. After tasting the touch for few mins I wanted her all. I took her hands in my hands and placed it on my laps resuming her old position. She suddenly rose up and went. I was very sad. I thought I did something terribly wrong. I was very guilty. After that neither of us discussed about it.There is a corridor in front of our home. Two persons cannot go thru that at a time without touching. Whenever she goes out thru the corridor, I go and stand in the mid-way thinking that anyways she should come inside. At that time she cannot ask me not to stand there. We were not that open about our feelings at that time.