Between Tanu And Taru
My studies completed and got a lucrative job.Soon after married a beautiful girl tanu who was also in service in a mnc with good salary and responsibility. Tanu was very systematic,punchual and workaholic.She is more concerned about her work then family.She carries the view that since both are in job, all house hold responsibility to be equally rendered without any dispute. Amazingly, during the period we are in sex she remains intimate..Co-operative but wants condom as mandatory. She is of the view that pregnancy will jeopardize job prospects. Difference in opinion prevails between us..Now a point has come she remains annoyed always..Talks aggressively..Fights off and on..Arrogant generally..Family life far away from being peaceful. My wife’s younger sister taru comes and usually stay with us in weekends i.e; in Saturday and Sunday .She is well aware of attitude of her sister and very much sympathetic towards me.She even speaks out..Bhai I am sorry the way tanu behaves with you..But I am undone..Unable to try anything to mend her attitude.When she was not married also she used to take all of us to task without any valid reason..She was really given scope by my parents because they felt she is only intelligent and educated & of course earning.We are used to tolerate her. I always remain in tension..No peaceful living for me..Feel myself unlucky.Whenever taru come she consoles me..Bhai never be stressed..Everything will be settled..Problems will go..Peace will prevail.. I innocently look at her..Tell her ..You are so good..Understand me..My problem..Her fingers caress my hair.I gradually got attached to tanu. One day taru was sitting very close to me..I took her hand ..Kissed back of palms..Asked sobbingly tanu should I be ruined like this..Can you help me to find peace..She remained silent She did not come for two weeks..My tension touched its peak..After two consecutive week ends she came..I was happy..Delighted..Said..You probably not liked what I said that day..You may not agree to my suggestion..But do not stop coming..Please..Please Taru looked at me again..Took my hands in her..I never said no..Always yes for you..I leaned over her shoulders..She kissed my cheeks..A sigh of relief encircled all over my body..Sensed peace in life at reach We are getting close to each other..Intimacy growing in us..We used to hug passionately..Kiss in lips..One day taru seemed under stress..Tension showed in her sweet face..Worried I was ..Took her in arms..Anything you disagree with me..Tell me..I can do whatever you say..I cannot see you sad..Please tell me…no one at home..She cried loudly..I tried to console her..You are so good..Always manage to keep laughing..Talk and act with maturity..But what happened Taru leaned on my chest..Said you trust me so much..Like me so much..So innocent you are..Never wanted to know about me..My past..But blindly like me I said ..My concern is the present..Do not want to get into your past..May it be anything I do not mind..Taru said bhai you are so good..But I want to spill out my past which gives me enormous tensions..I love you..You are the person to whom I must tell everything and relieve myself ..Said ok as you like taru said.. After attaining puberty and start of periods it was the first time went to nearby medical store for sanitary pads.. Wearing skirt and top..Boobs dancing..Looking beautiful..A young boy was sitting in the store.. While handing over the sanitary pad looked at me..Lust in his eyes..Looking at me..Down at the boobs..Handed over money to him..He took my fingers in his..Squeezed..Current flowed in me..Told leave me please..Tell me where we meet again said he..Shyly I agreed to meet in the evening at the back of school building. He gave me the first kiss of life..First to touch the boobs..Suck it…excitement in me.. He laid me and first to penetrate. It became an addiction..We repeated the act many more times..I had no periods next month..Worried I was pregnant..He gave me some medication..Within three days periods started..Great relief..Out of danger..Never met him again After the incident I was cautious and conscious too..But could not control for long..A handsome boy of my class developed relation with me..I too was inclined..Notes exchanged..Books exchanged..Love letters exchanged..I was mad for him..He was for me.. Our intimate relationship started..Talked in lonely places for hours..Liked to be in his arms..Finally we had intercourse in a park..After he enjoyed me started to avoid..No more meeting..Behaved as if we are not known to each other..I saw him with other girl..My heart broke..Hurt mentally..A bitterness for boys reigned me Taru said I promised never to lose control any more..No more weakness..But managing own self before the lust of an inviting youth was very difficult..Inherent sexual urge in me oozes out unknowingly..This happened again..Son of a friend of my father came to stay with us for two months to take coaching for civil service exam..My parents had in mind to propose him for me..I overheard them..Parents told me to carefully look after his needs..They were confident that marriage will sure be settled. He was asit..Handsome ..Tall..Fair..Witty and intelligent..After he completes his days academic work tell nice jokes..We heartily enjoy and laugh a lot.As days passed we are attracted to each other..During joke he takes my hand in his..Rests palms on my thighs..Caress my back..I never objected..Took it for granted that we will be marrying soon..Some times hug tightly…kiss too in lips..Regular it was..I also wanted all this from him..Enjoy the eternal thrill..Excitement Usually after taking bath I come to bed room wearing saya and blouse only..Then wrap the sari before the big mirror..One day asit was at home..I did not know..Before I wrap the sari he entered in..Never expected him to be there..Felt very shy..Covered my face with palms..A desire circulated in my blood..He came closer..