Dost Ko Diya Apni Biwi Ka Hath - Part 2
Uss din mujhe samajh aaya ki mera andaza galat nahi tha. Sach mein Shalini ander hi ander ghut ghut ke mar rahe hai. Par woh mujhe uski ehesash bhi nahi hone dena chati hai taki mujhe bura na lage. Mujhe Shalini ke liye bohut bura laga. Aankhir aur kitni sacrifice use karni padegi mere iss halat ke liye. Main uss raat thik se soya nahi. Agle din main use phone pe apne Kolkata ke ek purani dost se baat karte hue suna. Main chupke se uski baate sun ne lage. Shalini: Haan yar Kavita, tu jo jo kaha maine sab try kiya. Par fir bhi kahei kuch kami mehsus ho rahe hai. Yahan mujhe vibrator kahan milegi? Agar order karu toh Amit aur uske dost ko pata nahi lag jayega? Shalini: No,no way. Main kabhi Amit ko dhokha nahi de sakti. Chahei uske liye mere jaan bhi chali jaye. Par Amit ke rahete main kisi aur ke sath, aisa main soch bhi nahi sakti. Tu pagal ho gayi hai kya? Aisi weird advice tu kaise de sakti hai! Chal phone rakh.Mujhe tujhse baat nahi karni. Shalini ne gusse se phone rakh diya. Main chhip gaya taki Shalini ko pata na chale main uski baate sun raha tha. Mujhe realise hua ki Shalini kitni tadaph rahi hai ander hi ander. Isliye woh apne friend Kavita se sab share kar rahi hai. Woh ander hi ander mare jaa rahe hai sex ke liye. Par main kuch nahi kar paa raha hu! Kaisa nalayak pati hu main ki apne biwi ki itni se requirement bhi pooori nahi kar pa raha hun. Aur Shalini mujhse itna pyar karti hai ki sabkuch chup chap sahen kar rahe hai bina kuch kahe. Koi aur hota toh shayed chhod ke chali jati. Saradin maine iss bare mein bohut socha. Mujhe iska hal nikal na hi tha. Agle din main ek natije pe pohuncha. Mujhe ek kadhe decision lena tha uski bhalai ke liye. Maine Sumit aur Shalini ko eksath bulaya kuch jaroori baat karne ke liye. Dono ke sath main baitha. Sh (Shalini): Kya hua Amit, kya jaroori baat hai? Su (Sumit): Haan yar,batana kya baat hai. Maine ek lambi pause liya aur kahan, “Dekho main jo kahene jaa raha hu woh dhyan se sunna. Kuch chizo ka main khulasa karunga jo ki karna jaroori hai. Kuch baat main clear karna chata hu jiss se hum teeno ki future jude hue hai. Aaj hum teeno ko ek decision mein aana chahiye. Su: Tu kya kahena cha raha hai mujhe kuch samajh mein nahi aa raha hai? Hum teeno matlab? Main kahan se aa gaya? Me: Main tum dono ko kuch karwe sacchai batane jaa raha hu,jo ki bohuti important hai. Shalini, Sumit tumse bohut pyar karta hai. Sh: Whaaatttt!!!! Su: Yeh..Tu..Tuu.. Kya kahe raha hai Amit! Me: Mujhse maat chupa. Mujhe sab pata hai. Maine tere room mein uss din Shalini ke inners dekhe the. Main tujhe bohut dino se observe kar raha hu. Tu mere kasam kha ke bol,tu iss se pyar nahi karta? Sumit chup tha. Me: Shalini, now we need to think very practically. Ho sakta hai mere proposal tumhe ajeeb lage. Par hume aage dekhte hue yeh kadhi siddhant lene hoge. Shalu, meri taange tuti hui hai. Main chaa kar bhi kabhi tumhe ho sukh nahi de sakta jo har ek patni ka haq hai. Meri zindagi almost khatam ho chuki hai. Me: Main kabhi apne paro mein khada nahi ho sakta aur yeh hi karwi sacchai hai. Sumit tumse bohut pyar karta hai. Aur woh tumhe woh sabkuch de payega jo main apne jeete jee kabhi de nahi paunga. Shalu, tumhari zindagi abhi bohut lambi hai. Me: Main nahi chata hum ise aise waste kare. Tum dono practically socho. Sumit ki ekdin shadi ho jayega. Uska bhi ghar basega. Uske baad humara kya hoga. Hum kahan jayenge. Chalo maan leta hun. Rahene ke liye koi jagah mill bhi jaye. Par aankhir mein kya hoga. Me: Ekdin hum dono budhe honge. Tum bhi ekdin weak par jaogi. Uss din tumhara aur mera kaun khayal rakkhega, batao?? Isliye dur ki baate soch ke maine yeh faisla liya hai. Bahetar yehi hoga ki hum mutually divorce kar lete hai aur uske baad tum dono shadi kar lena. Me: Apna pariwar basana. Main tumhari family mein hi rahunga tum logo ke sahare. And believe me, mujhe koi problem nahi hoga. Main sirf tumhe khush dekhna chahta hu. Shalini, please maan jao. Humare future ke bare mein soch kar at least maan jao,please. Shalini toh pahele bohut strongly ise oppose kiya. Woh bilkul bhi maan ke liye taiyyar nahi thi. Maine use yeh bhi kahan ki uss din maine use bathroom mein porn dekhte dekhte fingering karte hue dekha. Aur kal Kavita se jo jo baat hue woh sab maine suna. Maine kahan ki mujhe pata hai ki tum ander hi ander kitna tadap rahi ho. Iss se main poora waqif hu. Bohut samjhane ke baad usne kahan ki use soch ne ke liye samay chahiye. Maine kahan samay lo, par decision jaldi lena. Maine Sumit ko bhi thoda bohut samjhaya uske samne. Woh pahele se hi thoda bohut razi tha. Par Shalini ko dekhane ke liye woh jhut mut ka protest kiya. Uss din Shalini saradin iss baat ko lekar pareshan thi. Soch rahi thi, absence minded ho chuki thi iski wajah se. Aagle din Shalini ne aake kaha, “Are you sure? Tum soch ke yeh kadam utha rahe ho na? Kuch galat toh nahi hoga? Main tumhe aankh bandh karke bharosa karti hu. Isliye aaj tak tumhari koi bhi baat ko maine taala nahi. Yeh samajh ke ki tum agar kuch kaheto ho ya karte ho toh woh soch samajh kar hi karte ho.Aur sahi karte ho. Isliye aaj bhi main tumhari baato ko na taalne ka faisla liya hai. Main taiyyar hu, Amit.” Me: Yeh hue na baat. Aur main toh kahi nahi jaa raha hu. Tumhare sath hi rahunga. But humare dekhbhal karne ke liye ek aulad ki toh jaroorat hai. Jo main tumhe nahi de sakta. Aur socially expectation kewajah se tumhe agar aulad chahiye toh dusri shadi karne hogi. Me: Nahi toh yeh chiz socially unacceptable and illegal hai.Aur tum meri thi, mere ho aur humesha meri rahogi.Socially Sumit hoga tumhara husband. But yeh toh tum janti ho ki tumhara asli pati main hu. Yeh kahene ke baad Shalini thodi emotional ho gayi,aur mujhe hug kari. Maine Sumit se confirmation chaha ki woh meri Shalu ko khush rakh payega ki nahi. Usne mujhe assurance diya ki woh Shalu ko kabhi dhoka nahi dega. Kisi chiz ki kami nahi hone dega. Meri jaan mein jaan aaye yeh baat sunkar, aur thodi befiker hua.