First feeling
Or aab main sidha topic pai ata hu , ye mere jindgi kae us kuch sunhare waqt main sae ek hai jab main 11h main tha . Main padhai kai mamle main hamesha sae serious rahta tha mere koi girlfren bhi nahi thi or main banana bhi nahi chata tha, main apne didi kai pass ranchi main rahta tha jo ek bahut hi achi society main hai , hamre bulding main 4 appartment the or hamlog ground floor pai raha karte the ,colney kai log muje bahut payar karte the kiun ki mera nature hi kuch aisa hai ki mere sae log jaldi ghul mil jate the , hamre upar wale floor pai sardar ji rahte the or baki mere bagal bale floor main niche upar bangoli family rahte thi ,or hamre bulding main koi bare ladki thi nahi sab kai sab chote bache raha karte the so main jyada dhyan diya nahi karta tha but mere side upar main jo floor tha usme koi new log rahne aye the jo maine kabhi dhyan nahi diya , ek din mere ghar main ph aya koi us time ghar main tha nahi so call maine recive kiya udhar sae kisi ladki ki awaz aye hello sonu kaise ho maine bola thik hu par main apko pachana nahi , wo hasne lagi or boli tum kaise pacnoge mere jan kiun ki tum muje abhi nahi jante , to maine bola to aap call kiun kar rahi hai or maine usae dat diya ki mere pass pahltu time nahi hai kisi sae bat karne ka or ph kat diya ,karib 4 ya 5 min kai bad phir call aya or usne bolna start kiya plz ph mat katna kam sae mere bat to suno maine bola bolo kya bat hai , wo bole i love u ,main tumhe jab sae dekhe hu pagal ho gaye hu i know ki tum itne jaldi deside nahi kar sakte lakin plz tum socho muje janne ki kosis karo phir i sure ki main tumhe pasand aungi ,or usne ph kat diya . Main soch main apr gaya sala mauje koi ladki parpose mar rahi hai or muje pata bhi nahi hai ye kon hai , maine sochna start kiya ki main kis kis ladki ko janta hu or bhai u dont belive maine pure ek list banie jitni ladkio main janta tha , ki akhir wo kon hai but mere samaj main kuch nahi aa raha tha. Or usne muje sort kar diya tha esliye mera man kahi nahi lag raha tha maine ab sirf use kai bare main soch raha tha or bhala main kab tak apne ander ki aag ko chupa sakta tha or maine soch liya tha main usae ab han kan dunga yar ladki ki jarurat sab ko hoti hai muje bhi thi jo maine kabhi socha nahi tha or usne muje sochne pai majbur kar diya or agle din uska ph aya or maine usae han bol diya , magar usne apna nam nahi batiya or bola ye sab surprise hai jab ham milenge to sari bat tum jan jaoge , or maine uske sapne dekhna start kar diya kaise hogi wo or maine usae kaise chodna hai ye planing bhi kar le the ek din uska call aya ki muje tumse milna hai maine bola thik hai main to eska hi entzar kar raha tha , usne muje ek jagah pai milne ko bulaiya jo mere ghar kai nazdik pai hi tha , or sam ka time tha main waha gaya magar muje wo waha mili hi nahi or muje dar lag raha tha kiun ki mere coloney kai log wahi pai sam kai time main gumne aya karte hai maine uska bahut der inzer kiya but wo aye nahi , main gussa ho ghar gaya mere ghar main jate hi uska call aya kiun muje pachan nahi paye naa maine bola ek to tum aye nahi upar sae bahana marte ho to usne bola main aye thi lakin kuch log mere jan pachan kai the esliye tumse mil nahi paiye nahi to sabko sak ho sakta hai , phir ham log ph pai kaphi der tak bat karte the tab muje laga ki jarur koi janne wali jo ki mere bare main har ek chez janti ho yahi tak ki ghar kai main kya kar raha hu kaha ja raha hu kya pahna hu sab kuch , maine sochna suru kiya akhir ye ho kon sakta hai main din pane garden main kuch padh raha tha ekaek mera dhyan chat pai gaya koi muje chup kai dekh rahi thi maine bhi usae chup kai dekhna start kiya ki usae pata nahi chale ,wo muje bahut der sai dekh rahi hi wo mere naie parason thi jo ki sadi suda thi muje laga ki ye bhala muje kiun ph karege lakin muje dekhte hi wo chup jate thi jis sae mera sak badh kya yakin ho gaya tha ye wahi hai tab mane ek idea socha maine uske ghar ka no pata kiya or ph kiya main uske awaz pachan gaya usne bola kon hai maine bola wahi jisko tum rog pareson karte ho aab kya tha usne bola jab pachan hi gaye ho to ghar aa jao main ph rekha to sidha uske ghar main gaya wo mera wait kar rahi thi bhai kya mal thi wo kasam sae bagwan nai bante samaey socha hoga ese yahi rakh lu what a figure uske hoth sale kamal ka pankuri jhat hai uske samne yar khulla batata hu koi bhi madarchod admi use dekhe or uska land khara na ho to wo sala hizra hai ye granty hai.