First Time Cheating - Part II
I am Sensual housewife. I think of it 24/7. I wish I could have sex all days and night. Watch porn all day and want to be fucked by anyone all the time and in all holes. Whomever I met I instantly fantasize having sex with him. My husband is not at all romantic” even during the day on holiday I hold him and kiss him on lips he says this is “Vasana” not “Love”. He cares for me so do I but when sex and romance comes he is just not match for me. We don’t have any chemistry. Sometime he gives me oral and makes me reach climax but then just empty his load himself and go to sleep I carve for cock in my pussy but what all I hear is his snoring! In short most of the night I either uses toys, vibrators or watch porn once he goes to sleep. I am pretty good looking woman in near 40s but look much younger tough! I have figure of 36-27-38. I was very shy when I got married but after 10yrs of boring marriage I want to come out and experience the world. We have one life, we live once and there r so many things to experience then why our culture don’t give permission for certain thing. Why can’t we have all the pleasure. If your husband is not giving what you desire then why can’t you get it from somewhere else. If we don’t like some food we don’t eat, if we don’t like some clothes we don’t wear it. For change we eat food outside, we buy new clothes we try new things to make change in life then why we have to stuck with this husband thing? Anyway that’s my frustration not your problem so let me continue with story. One afternoon I was chatting with this Italian guy on internet we had talked lots many time. We shared pictures. We always talk decent and nice yea some flirt too. I enjoyed everything once he asked me to meet outside. I too feel like to meet him but was scare little to meet totally unknown person. He insist too much said it just coffee and little conversation just instead of typing we will talk and I finally said yes. We met casually there I, he was very friendly. I felt nice. We fixed 2nd meeting this time he kissed me on chick while saying good bye. On third meeting he kissed on both chicks while saying good bye and on 4th meeting he asked me that can he kiss on my lips I said no. He asked cheeks? I said yes. This time he came close in such a way that my heart started beating very fast. He slowly kiss my one chick and slowly the other one….and then he lowered his face little and put his lips on mine. He softly suck them I was feeling so nice kind of kiss I have just dreamed about. I never feel my husband kiss this way rather when he kiss me I always want to finish it fast but this stranger was kissing me so soft and nice it was for just 10-15 seconds but i got my senses and i stopped him and got out of there. He emailed me saying sorry and all and request me to meet. I was not offended rather i liked it and i was afraid of losing myself but i wanted to feel his lips on mine again so i met him again. We met in same park . I was waiting for him on bench and he came. He put a very light hello kiss on my lips and sit beside me. We started talking but today was different than other meeting he slowly and gently took my face in his hand and put his lips on mine, he insert his tongue immediately in my mouth and started exploring my mouth and he was skillfully kissing me .He was playing with my tongue. My hand automatically goes to his hair and I was enjoying his French kiss. I don’t remember how long we kissed. He came to meet me in his office break so he had to go back to work so we depart. While saying good bye he smooch me very passionately in the parking lot. And I felt myself melting very wet just by 2 kisses. I was never aroused so much before. We met couple of more time and after many more kisses one day he asked me that he want to be more intimate with me. We decided to meet in motel. He booked the room and I went there. While going I was thinking continuously about how cheap I am, why I am going to be a slut. But I wanted that new experience. I wanted to be kissed like that. His one kiss was enough to intrigued me. I like that wet feeling down there cause I am always dry when my husband fucks me. While knocking the door I thought I will talk sometime and some kisses and I will go back. I can’t have sex with someone stranger! He opened the door for me and took my purse. He put it aside, I sat on bed and he sat on chair. We talked casually and then he came to bed and sat beside me. He hold my hand and started kissing me. As he put his lips on mine I was lost. He makes me lie down and was kissing my face I don’t even remember for how long he was kissing me. I was totally in his control like hypnotized. I was feeling his lips all over my face and inside my mouth with my close eyes. He is such a nice kisser.. I was wearing long skirt with sleeveless top which had strings in front instead of buttons. He started pulling the strings and as he saw my milky white boob’s roundness he kissed there. Slowly he took out my boob and start sucking the nipple. I was so wet and feeling so nice that I wanted more of him. He lifted my skirt till thigh and was caressing my thighs while sucking my lips. He was very skillful and expert i guess. His lips never left me for a second. He had kissed me so much that day even my husband has not kissed me in 10yrs. He put his hands inside my thigh and tries to pull out my panty. I stopped him and said I don’t want to go ahead. Let’s go. He got disappointed but said as u wish. I got out of bed and gathered myself. I was feeling so much shy. He was continuously looking at me. I took water battle and started drinking but was so nervous feeling so much inside my mind and heart and body that my hands were shaking I spill water on my top was so nervous; he came near and said allow me please. He started drinking water from my throat and face and chest suddenly he lifted me and took me to bed.