Gaayab aadmi
Main kabhi nahi samajh nahi sakta ki mere sath aisi anhoni bhi ho sakti thi, jisse meri zindagi burayi ka roop ban gayi. Main 20 bees saal ka hua, tab tak koi naukri ya kaam mujhe nahi mil paa raha tha. Jo bhi kaam milta kuch hi dino mein choot jata. Log mujhe bekaar, nakara, nikamma samajhte the. Khaas karke mere ghar ke peeche rehne wali ladki Shilpa mujhe tarah-tarah ki baatein sunati. Shilpa bahut sundar aur hoshiyaar ladki thi, lekin mujhe dekhna bhi pasand nahi karti thi. Wo karib 19 saal ki thi, aur college mein padhti thi. Sirf Shilpa hi nahi balki mere ghar ke sabhi log mera apmaan karte rehte the. Ghar mein meri do behne aur ek bada bhai bhi tha, jo ek courier service mein kaam karta tha. Aur papa ki pension aa rahi thi, jis par hamare har ka guzara hota tha. Lekin meri behne aur bada bhai mere papa sabhi mujhe bekaar ladka samajh kar mera apmaan hi karte the. koi meri izzat nahi karta. Sirf meri maa thi, jo mujhe bahut chaahti thi, aur hamesha mujhe aaswasan deti ki “beta Sagar tu fikar mat kar, ek din ye sab log teri izzat karenge. Bas tu naukri ki talaash karta reh. Mera aashirwad hamesha tere sath hai”. Jab bhi main maa ke muh se ye baat sunta, to mere dil ko himmat mil jati. Ek din maine meri badi behan Soniya ko uske college ke kisi ladke ke sath ek garden mein baithe dekha, aur wo ladka abhi meri behan ko kiss karne hi wala tha ki maine apni behan ko chilla kar awaaz lagayi- Main: Soniya, ye sab kya hai? Meri awaaz sun kar Soniya waha se chalti ho gayi. Aur darr ke maare wo ladka bhi waha se bhaag nikla. Maine ghar aa kar papa ko sab baat bata di. Lekin meri badi behan Soniya saaf mukar gayi, aur papa se kehne lagi- Soniya: Bhaiya ne mujhse kuch paise maange the. Jab maine paise dene se inkaar kiya to bhaiya ne mujh par jhootha aarop lagaya. Sabhi ne ghar mein mujhe jhootha samajh kar mera mazaak udaya. Meri doosri behan Sandhya ne to yaha tak keh diya ki “jiska bhai tumhare jaisa ho, uski behan apna jism bhi beche to kya farak padta hai”. Mere gusse ki koi seema nahi rahi, aur maine mann hi mann dono behno ko sabak sikhane ka nishchay kiya. Lekin main karta bhi kya? Raat ko main sone ki taiyaari kar hi raha tha, ki meri badi behan Soniya mere kamre mein aayi. Us wakt usne bilkul pardarshak nighty pehan rakhi thi, jisme se uska jism saaf dikh raha tha. Uske hath me dudh ka glass tha. Usne glass mere bed ke paas rakhe table par rakha, aur apni nighty ko utaar kar mujhe chaunka diya. Uski bra se baahar dikh rahe boobs aur uski panty se dikh rahi uski sundar chut ko main dekhta hi reh gaya. Fir wo boli: Kyun bhaiya, hosh udd gaye? Kya mere sath sone ka dil karta hai? Main kuch bolta usse phle hi Soniya didi ne apni nighty firse pehan li aur boli- Soniya: Khwab mat dekho. Tumhare jaise nikamme ke naseeb mein ye sundarta kaha se hogi? Ye to usi ladke ko milegi jisse main shaadi karungi. Jisko tumne garden mein dekha tha. Main usi se shaadi karungi, tumse jo ho sakta hai kar lena. Itna keh kar didi mere room se baahar nikal gayi. Main gusse se jhatpata kar reh gaya. Bas sirf uske sundar kulhon ko dekhta raha. Agar main ghar mein kisi ko batata to meri baat ka yakeen koi nahi karta. Fir dono behne mili hui thi. Meri baat ko wo dono mil kar juthla deti. Maine kisi ko kuch bhi nahi kaha. Doosri raat ko main sone ki koshish kar hi raha tha, ki meri chhoti behan Sandhya mere kamre mein aayi. Oh, main apni aankhon par yakeen nahi kar paa raha tha. Meri chhoti behan bilkul nangi mere saamne khadi thi. Uske hath mein bhi dudh ka glass tha. Mera lund meri chhoti behan ko dekh kar fauran khada ho gaya. Uske chhote kunware boobs. Uski pyari si chut ko dekhta hi reh gaya. Jab wo dudh ka glass rakhne ke liye peeche mudi, to uske sundar sudaul kulhe dekh kar main bekabu hone laga. Mera lund meri behan ke sundar kulhon mein ghusna chaahta tha. Lekin main sab samajh gaya, ki ye sab meri behno ki sazish thi. Wo chaahti thi ki main koi aisi harkat karu, jisse mujhe ghar se nikaal diya jaye, aur meri behno ka raasta saaf ho jaye. Meri chhoti behan mujhe dekh kar hassi aur boli: Umeed hai mere bhaiya ka lund zaroor khada ho gaya hoga. Lekin afsos ki na tumhe Soniya didi ki sundarta mil sakti hai, na apni chhoti behan Sandhya ki, aur na hi hamari padosan Shilpa ki. Tumhe to doob ke marr jaana chahiye. Main us din ko aur meri behno ke nange jism ko kabhi nahi bhool sakta tha. Sath hi mujhe apne aap se nafrat hone lagi thi. Kuch din mere isi haal mein nikle. Aakhir maine ghar chhodhne ka nirnay liya. Main pahadon mein chala gaya, aur waha ek jagah baith kar rone laga. Tabhi ek fakeer ne mujhe chup karaya aur kaha: Bachha, khuda ki di hui zindagi ko yu ro kar barbaad na kar. Tera sara haal mujhe maloom hai. Mujhe aisa laga jaise us fakeer ke chehre ka tej kuch aalaukik tha, aur mujhe sakshaat bhagwan ne chup karaya tha. Main: Baba, mujhe mat rokiye, is apmaan ko bhoolne mein ab ye aansu hi kaam aayenge. Baba ne mujhe ek angoothi (ring) nikaal kar di aur kaha: Sun, ye chamatkari angoothi hai. Isko apne paas rakh le, aur jab bhi zaroorat ho ise apne dahine (right) hath mein pehan lena. Jab zaroorat na ho to baye (left) hath mein pehan lena. Ab dekh tera jeevan kaisa chalta hai! Ye keh kar wo fakeer zor se hassa, aur waha se chala gaya. Main angoothi ko dekh kar kuch poochta isse pehle fakeer gayab ho gaya. Jab maine angoothi apne dahine hath mein pahen li, tab mujhe kuch maloom nahi tha, bas itna vishvas tha ki meri zindagi us fakeer ke aashirwad se sahi ho jayegi. Jab main sadak par chal raha tha, tab ek aurat mujhse takra kar gir padi, aur achanak bolne lagi – Aurat: Kon hai? Kon hai? Maine kaha ki: Maaf kare behan ji, galti ho gayi. ye sunte hi wo waha se ‘bhoot-bhoot’ kehti hui bhaagne lagi. Meri samajh mein aa gaya ki angoothi sach mein chamatkari thi. Usko right hand ki ungli mein pehanne se main gayab ho sakta tha.