How I Turned Gay
Well, many of them have been sending me mails for my story of an encounter in train and theater. I’m overwhelmed by the responses. Many have been asking me my first experience as for how I turned gay. Here it goes. This is a story of my first gay encounter with my college senior. I was in my 11th grade in college in Mysore (Cannot name the college). I was 18 at the time. I had a huge crush on one of my senior, Supriya. She looked ethereal and stunning in those college uniforms. She was the brightest in the college and I always adored her looks.While going in college bus, she used to get down before me and I used to give her a goodbye smile. She used to smile back. We used to strike a conversation in college bus about the lectures and the movies and all. I had taken her contact number and used to text her. Though I never used to get many replies from her, I was constantly greeting her with Good Morning and Good Night messages. I used to be the first to always comment on her Facebook Profile Pictures and WhatsApp Display Pictures. I never had a clue that she had a boyfriend from her class and they never did any kind of PDA in college. It was all kept secret and only a few from her class knew about it. Her boyfriend, Akhil has somehow learned that I was trying to get close to her. One day, he cornered me in the boy’s washroom in the college and started asking me questions. “Why are you behind her?”, “Do you like her?”, “Do you think you can win her?”, “How dare you eye on a senior girl?” and all these questions. I was petrified as there were five of them and I was alone stuck in the middle of these boys. I admitted that I have a crush on her and said, “I will not look at her from now on” They gave me a final warning and let me go. A couple of days later, on the school bus, Supriya came and sat next to me. She initiated the conversation and started talking about Shahrukh Khan’s Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi. I did not know what to do and did not want to avoid her. I talked with her. Little did I know that Akhil’s friend was sitting behind me and was reporting everything to Akhil. Next day, in boys washroom, as soon as I entered with my friends, Akhil and 5 other seniors ordered all my classmates to finish their loo soon and leave the washroom as soon as possible. They told me to stay there and they told they need to talk. As soon as my friends left the washroom, they started in a rough tone. “Do you need a girl? Do you think you will be able to satisfy her? Do you think you love her?” I was scared and I said that I did not have any such intentions and just wanted to be her friend that’s all. One of them hit me on my head and said, “You are a junior and junior should always eye on their juniors. Not on a senior” I kept mum and did not reply and was bent my head to hint them that I was not defending at all. Akhil said, “We will teach you a lesson today. It will make you not look at her. Not only girls, you will also stop looking at boys. I will teach you a lesson in that way” Now, I was dead scared. I did not know what they meant. I was looking around for some help. Akhil’s friend, Arjun came near me and held both of his hands behind his head, in a position as if he was posing as a male model and told me, “Just imagine my hands are tied from behind, open my pant zip and take out my dick and help me in pissing” I looked at them in shock. I did not know whether they are serious or not. And more importantly, this is happening in the boy’s washroom and what if someone sees me doing it. I was totally scared and embarrassed. “I ain’t joking. Do it”, he shouted at me. “If you don’t do it, we will start a rumor in college and say that you sucked our dicks”. My hands were shivering and now all five of them including Akhil stood in one line and tied their hands behind. They were expecting me to unzip all of them and help them into pissing. I had never touched someone’s dick and now I’m in a position to take out their dick from their pant and point it at urinals and make them piss. This is unreal. I was praying and wishing someone to come into the washroom and stop this ragging. Slowly, I unzipped Arjun’s pants. All the other boys were giggling and smiling at me. Arjun tilted his head back as if I was giving him a blowjob. I was wondering whether to put my hand inside and take out his tool. “Stop it”, Arjun ordered me. “This shows where you stand in front of us. You sloppy junior. You are fit only for this. Next time you look at my friend’s girlfriend, imagine this situation. Got it!!!”, he warned me. Akhil did not wanted this to stop. He intervened and said, “Guys, let him do it. He should learn a lesson and he should not look at her. Never again” “Na na na. This is enough. Now he knows what to do and what not”, another friend of Akhil said. Arjun zipped his pants and all of them gave tough looks and went out of the washroom. For the next few days, the same thing used to happen in the washroom. One of the five friends used to come to me and ask me to unzip their pants. Once I do it, they used to go and piss and come back. I used to zip their pants again. The first time, it was quite embarrassing, a couple of days later, I had started liking it. I had started watching gay porn on my phone and I used to get turned on seeing boys. Especially Akhil and Arjun. Sometimes, I intentionally used to touch their dicks over the pants. I was sure that they were noticing my move and sometimes I felt both of them used to enjoy it as well. One fine day, I got a call from Akhil. He called me to a place which was around 10 km from our college. I had never heard of that place before. He told me to meet at a church. I went there in my bike and I saw him there. I asked him what that he wanted to talk. He did not speak a word. He told me to follow him. He went on riding into the bushes and parked his vehicle under a small tree. It was completely isolated and there were no human beings around. “Okay.