Kathin Pariksha
Hi Friends, after reading a huge number of stories, I have finally been able to gather courage to write this one. This starts as early as my school days (std. 4/5). I used to see my teachers and I think the feeling cropped up from that time itself. By the time I reached standard eight/nine I could easily understand that I was devoting a lot of time looking at the changes that were happening to my body and voice. I tried my best to make excuses and try to hang out in the room, the TV was installed. I used to study late, making everyone feel that the syllabus was huge and as soon as every one was asleep I used to switch on the TV on mute and tune in to channels like Z MGM and FTV midnight, don’t remember. I could see that my penis had started reacting to such content which of course we didn’t try to view in front of parents. Then I completed schooling and reached to college and I was virgin till that time. The main story starts at a point when I reached first year of graduation. One day I missed my bus which was one of the cheapest transport modes to the college (around 10 kms from my residence in Jamshedpur). So I quickly hired an Auto the shared one and I sat beside a girl who must be around 18/19. Then the auto rickshaw moved from there and stopped a couple minutes later and two more ladies sat on the same three seater auto. It became a little congested and I was sitting with one girl on one side and two on the other. I felt like abusing the auto driver as I was going to pay almost triple compared to my bus fare and on top of that was not sitting comfortably. When I looked on the sides I could see the nicely shaped boobs of the lady sitting at the corner. Where as the one sitting just next to I had not dressed well (per my personal choice at that age) I could see her cleavage clearly and then I noticed that my Penis started reacting and she too saw the movement. A little later she allowed her elbow to rest on my thighs. It became even tougher for me, she had purse on her lap which she was holding with her right hand my elbows could feel her soft breasts. I started enjoying it, this was the first time ever I got a chance to brush the boobs of a girl. Then I could feel that she was slowly moving her elbow towards my erect penis. I was a studious kind with a lot of interest in sex and related material and I could feel that after joining college, girls and ladies had started considering me. I was considered as a kid earlier, though. The girl willingly kept her purse on my lap and smiled at me and said, I know even I’m not able to sit comfortably. I didn’t mind it helped me hide my erection and I got some thing to rub against. A little while later she slipped her right hand below the purse while keeping her eyes outside, on the road. I was slightly confused by her action but there was no movement at all once the hand reached there. I blamed myself, thinking my thoughts had become dirty and I could see sex in anything. Just then I could feel her nail on my crotch from over my jeans. What? Is she trying to scratch my penis using her nail, intentionally? I was not sure and had a huge erection too (before that day, I had not even masturbated in my life). She turned towards me and said- what happened? I could not utter a word. And just showed by my gestures, nothing. Then she allowed her breasts to touch my elbow in a better way and I realized that her (two or three fingers) rested on my penis. The she kept her palm flat on it, though her eyes were fixed outside the Auto and she didn’t even attempt to look at me in any way. I could feel that my Penis was being recognized for the first time and that too by a good looking girl with great figure. We were about to travel for some 15 minutes together from the busy streets of the city and could see small jams here and there too. For the first time in my life, all the lust that I had been carrying for 18 years collected together in my mind and even then I could not understand how to proceed. I had any ways chosen to be an audience on most occasions in my life (in crowded buses, market places and higher secondary schooling- most of my friends had had at least one sexual encounter each before they reached college) I was doing the same thing here too, which I, in a way didn’t like. I have been often cursed by my friends that I was virgin because of lack of opportunity and not because of integrity. The devil side of my heart and mind said- Jaa Jee lay apni zindagi and my better side said- the girl is very bad character, she doesn’t even know me and doing all these things. I could suddenly feel that my penis was held by her and she was holding it quite tightly. I was wearing denim and thus the grip was even tighter and painful and then she looked at me for a moment and said chalega? I had no answer, I was cold and stunned! Looking at my appearance she must have understood I was in pain, thus she left it and slowly unzipped my jeans and helped herself inside and caught my penis. I had no words to say I was stunned I was not doing anything at all, I was feeling like I was manufactured like a toy to play with. Just then the girl sitting on my other side noticed that this girl was shaking her hand (though slowly) She asked to her- are you alright? She smiled and said- Maze mein, what has happened to the girls of this country she was slowly shaking my penis and tried to feel it from the head of the penis to the balls attached just below the end. She was quite happy with the size she had in her hand and enjoyed it too. Then we were about to reach to one of the markets where she wanted to get down. And she murmured- Ander adjusts karlo aur zip lagaalo mujhe utarna hai, main bag hatane wali hoon. Oh my god, can you believe this, I had been used by a girl for her own pleasure and then dumped. She removed the purse within a couple of minutes after warning me and then handed me a small piece of paper and got down from the Auto rickshaw.