Loving My Enemy
My name is Anu and I live with my husband. His name is Rahul. He is a very loving person and satisfies me with all means. Our relationship was not like that from the very start. It was difficult to make him mine as the situation was very crucial when I came to know that I love him. Let me tell you that I am gay. I realized this thing only when Rahul and I came closer to each other. My original name is Anurag. I was born into a good family. My mom and dad both were in jobs at high posts with a lot of work pressure. So they never had enough time for their family. Somehow they managed to give birth to their children. I was their elder son. And 3 years younger to me was my brother Rahul. I was an elder son. So as I grew up, I started taking responsibility for some household works. While my brother, on the other hand, was free from any kind of burden. I am a little serious, shy and reserved kind of person. My brother is the exact opposite of me. So from the beginning, we had some issues between us. He was good in every sphere and I was below average. So I always felt jealous of him. I had to work hard to get everything that he can achieve without any special effort. Some times I was used to thinking that he was a curse for me. He also did not show any respect for me. He used to take me for granted because of my shy and reserved nature. On some issues, we had big fights too. But before things could get worse my parents sent him to another city for higher studies. He was a good student. I stayed at home. This was a relief for me as now I can do all my work without his interference. But as time passed I felt his absence around me. Although he was used to fighting with me, his excellence was very useful. His advice was helpful. To be honest, I missed him because I had no one to fight with me and I was alone at home. But very soon I got involved with my life and time passed quickly. One day we receive information that my brother, Rahul, was about to come home after 5 years. We all (me and my parents) were very happy. I was also very excited as I had not seen my brother from the last five years. The enmity between us was also far gone with time. Now our teenage years were gone and we were grown-ups. I was doing a job in a private company in my own city. I was thinking that whether he had changed or he was still like old days – irritating and arrogant. Soon all the expectations came to end as he arrived home. We welcomed him. When we faced each other we shared a smile and asked each other’s welfare just as a formality. After some time, all family members were sitting and talking mostly about how Rahul spent all these years. Rahul was telling all his memories. We all were enjoying as this was one of the rare occasions when my family was together. After some time, I woke up at midnight to have some water. I went to the kitchen. When I was returning I listened to some voice from his room. I went to his room and peeped from the keyhole. He was video chatting with his girlfriend Riya on the laptop. I was able to listen to what he was saying. The lights were also on so that she can see him. Later I realized that he was rubbing his cock simultaneously. My eyes stopped at his cock. It was big and thick (later I came to know that it is 8-inch long and 3 inches thick). This created a sensation in me. Soon I also became erect. He was continuously rubbing his big cock. After some time he came with a heavy load. After that, I went to my room to masturbate by imagining his cock. It was weird and the first time that I was thinking of a dick instead of a vagina. But it didn’t bother me as this sensation and excitement were much more than my concerns. Next day it was Rahul’s birthday and we had a little party at home. My parents were out of town and Rahul had invited his friends at home. In the party, Rahul introduced me to his friends as his servant. He with his friends made my mockery by calling me dull and dumb. This hurt me because my thought that he had changed was wrong. I did not reply to him immediately as I did not want to make any scam in the party. But I decided that I will not let it go that easily. After the party was over and all his friends were gone, I went to him and scolded him for what he did. Me- Why you always treat me like this? I thought that you were changed but you are the same. I know that you don’t like me but at least try not to insult me in front of guests. I was hoping that things between us can be normal. But now I understand that it is just an illusion. Me- I promise you that from now on I won’t talk to you. You just suppose that you don’t have any brother. After saying all these things I did not wait for his answer and left his room. For me, our relationship was over. He was stunned by my anger and was unable to answer immediately as this was his big mistake. Next morning when I woke up I was ignoring him. He tried to talk to me but I was not in a mood to listen. Finally, at noon, he requested me to just listen to him and I gave him a chance. Rahul- I know that what I did was completely wrong. My intention was not to insult you. I was just trying to make your fun and in doing so I crossed my limit. Me – Why you always want to make my fun? I am your brother, not a fun item. Rahul – I do that because I am jealous of you. Me – Jealous of me? But why? You are better than me. Rahul – Mom and dad always used to praise you as you are a very responsible person. They always wanted me to take responsibilities like you. You were their favorite son and my desires were different from them. Listening to all these things I feel very sad. We both were victims of the same problem but we never talked to each. I had tears in my eyes which was visible to him too. After that, I told him all that was going in my mind. He was also surprised and again said sorry to me. I too said sorry to him. We both promised that from now on we will be very good friends.