Milky Adventure - New life new beginning
Hello guys. It’s been a long time since writing a story. I was busy in my personal life, and also covid affected me a bit. Anyhow, let’s forget this and start my new Milky Adventure. I am taking a new beginning. Hopefully, you guys will like it and support me. It’s been a while since I was cured of my benign tumour. Everything seemed alright to me. But my secrets were out to a guy from my neighbourhood, and I was uncomfortable with it. Above that, Rahul (Shreyas’s and Rajesh’s orphanage friend) passed away because of his cancer. Aman (the mentally challenged kid) got new parents through adaption and was going abroad. Things changed for me suddenly, plus Sharat(neighbourhood guy) had my secrets with him. I knew satisfying him was a temporary solution. I had to plan something different, or my secret would blow up in society and ruin me. Then one day, suddenly, I got a call from a lawyer telling me that my husband Varun wanted a divorce. He plans to marry a lady from London and settle off there. So in a matter of days, my life was turned upside down. I didn’t know what to do. With my husband divorcing Sharat, knowing my secrets, I had nothing left in this place. I decided to go to a new place and start a new beginning. Now I had myself, Shreyas (my stepson) and Tarun (my kid) left with me. I didn’t want to give Rajesh up. (Shreyas’s best friend and my adopted stepson). So I legally adopted him. Finally, it was my three kids and me. I didn’t know what to do and where to go. So I contacted my best friend, Peter. He suggested I shift to Bangalore, where he had some contacts and would make arrangements for me to settle there. It was a blessing, and I decided to shift to Bangalore and start my new life there. Once I reached Bangalore, Peter arranged a 2bhk lovely apartment for me. It was a 2 floored building with a couple staying on the ground floor. We got to the first floor. Our new home was in a posh safe area in Bangalore, so I was very happy. I had an MBA degree. I got myself a manager job in an infertility clinic nearby. So my life was set for a new beginning and a new adventure. I made Shreyas and Rajesh join a nearby school. Tarun was still young, so I hired a maid to care for him when I was off to work. Things seemed to settle well, and I was very happy with how things turned up for me now. Days went by normally, and everything went smoothly. Everyone settled off nicely in their new life. I was happy with my job. Tarun was enjoying his stay and was comfortable with the new maid. Rajesh seemed to be enjoying his new home and new school. Only Shreyas seemed out of place. He didn’t like the place and was finding it hard to adjust to sudden changes. Shreyas would sit alone on the balcony and avoid making new friends. Rajesh was opposite him, enjoying his new stay and new friends. I worried about Shreyas and wanted to help him adjust to his new life. One midnight around 2-3 am, I felt thirsty, so I went to the kitchen to quench my thirst. After drinking a glass of water, I saw the shadow of the person sitting on the balcony. Curious, I went towards the balcony and was surprised to see Shreyas sitting alone. Myself “Shreyas dear, what are you doing here awake? At this time?” Shreyas was surprised to see me here at this time. “Ah, mom… nothing … wasn’t getting sleep, so come here to get some fresh air.” I knew something was wrong with him since we had changed places. I felt this was the perfect time for me to help him and make him feel better. Myself “Dear, I know something is bothering you so much. You seem to be off these days. You can share with me, and I will help you wherever I can.” Shreyas “No, mom, nothing like that. If there is anything, then I will tell you for sure.” Myself “Shreyas, don’t do this to me. I know something is going on in your mind, and I can feel it. Don’t hurt your mom, please.” Shreyas “Uh no, mom, nothing,” Before he could finish his sentence, I took him towards me, made him sit on my lap, and kissed his cheeks. Myself “I love you a lot, dear. You can share anything with me. You know how much I care for you. Tell me what’s bothering you so much.” Shreyas was quiet for a while, deep in his thoughts. Later I could see his eyes were watery. I got scared seeing his eyes and wiped them. “What happened, dear? Please tell me. It’s bothering me too much now. Did anyone hurt you? Are you angry with me? What happened?” Shreyas “I feel lonely nowadays. “ Myself “Why, dear? I am here na for you. Even Rajesh is there, your best friend, and also you have your younger brother Tarun.” Shreyas kept quiet without speaking a word, and I felt bad. I was guilty of whether it was because of me changing the place or ignoring him. Myself “Please tell me, Shreyas. What happened? Is this because of me?” Shreyas “No, mom, it’s not you. It is me and me alone. I have been a jerk lately and am paying the price for it.” Myself “I didn’t understand, dear.” Shreyas “It is me, mom! It’s me who is bad! I know how mean and selfish I have become. Thinking about my dad and what I did with you. I feel so bad about myself. I feel I don’t deserve you in my life.” He continued, “I know how much I have hurt you. Deep down, I know you love others more than me. You love me as I am your stepson and not as you do for Rajesh and Aman,” saying this, he started to cry. I had nothing to say and was left blank. I, too, felt what he said was true. Deep down, I loved Rajesh more than him. I cared and took more care of him than Shreyas. I was more partial towards Rajesh in all ways possible. Rajesh was the first person whom I shagged. Rajesh was also the first person to whom I gave a blowjob to kids. He was also the person with whom I spent more time sexually. It was so wrong of me.. how could I do that? How could I ignore Shreyas over anyone else? He was and is my first son.