My Journey To The World Of Desires – Part 6
The affair with seema and progress with teacher had made me confident. I came home and analyzed my actions.One point I had progressed that I had not cared for my fetish , rather cared for seema’s pleasure. But after careful thinking I realized , I am moving fast with teacher , and taking many factors for granted. The approach might have been good for a Ice-Break , but for a target , It was not just enough. Anyway , I had no more desire for her. That was good. I was approaching a relationship with Seema. I believed it was love , but she actually never expressed.I know girls are a lot more expressive.It might be a one sided affair. I had directed her lust towards me. But we are not husband and wife. Besides there is not even a verbal commitment . I have taken it for love. Am I a fool? The feeling of winning heart subsidized. Upon analysis I realized that I needed something definite. Sexual affair without any reason is disastrous.I had faced it earlier , I did not want to go through the same phase again. I could not ask the girl , whether she loved me.I had two alternatives. 1. I would understand the behavior of some one much more mature ; in this case teacher 2. I should track other girls at the same time. I had made a little progress with teacher. I had to have a great plan , for teacher had already caught me in action and through words.She knew exactly where I stood. Besides , I was not the first person going through this phase. And she might have seen a thousand , being a teacher. The next morning I reached at 04:00. It was dark.I wonder if it were a punishment. I knocked the door and I found her sleepy when she opened the door. Even in sleepy state she started smiling seeing so much obedience.She got freshened and taught me some tricks of Maths. I concentrated on her teaching. I followed the routine. At evening , Seema told me she had her periods. She was horny but , she did not want me to touch her.I restrained myself. In class I found teacher monitoring almost all my actions.She must also have realized increasing distance between me and Seema , for we did not talk in class. But she may not have realized that I was monitoring even her slightest eye movements. It gave me a good exposure of her nature. Just in 4 days time I was able to guess her behavior from her hand movements , her eye movements.No movement was without a purpose.Tuition at home and study at school taught me what she would decide. In my Exams , I was able to guess almost 90%of the questions. No I had to approach her sexuality and verify same concepts. She brought the answer papers home. She corrected them sitting before me. I could see the marks in her subject. Being the class teacher she had access to mark sheets of all the subjects.The whole evaluations session occurred before me. I did not leak a thing in class. Soon she started telling me about other teachers . The subject changed soon into what she thought of her male colleagues. I had progressively done well. So it was time for second stage. Once she had to go to her village for 2 days. I offered to accompany her .She explained that there was no fixed toilet in her village. They had to go to field for defecation.Interestingly the whole cleaning process was to go through one mug of water.It was a nightmare , but after successfully passing tough tests , I did not want to fail in this simple test. She asked for opinion of my parents. There was nothing to deny. To me is was a test and an opportunity.I carried her baggage and just two of my dresses to her village. It was a typical village with no power supply .The number of problems were virtually same as number of benefits in any city .With no direct route , some part of the journey had to be covered through bullock carts.My dress and her saree were dirty.I got angry with the rider , but I did not have options. Her parents welcomed her and showed a lot of affection to me. I came to know that she was a rare talent of her village.I saw , it was difficult to go from such a village to an educational institution. She was unmarried because she paid the tuition fee for 25 different students, Rs 2000 each , for a month. That is why she preferred to stay at a simple low rent house.I developed nothing but respect. At night I had to sleep in a guest room . It was simple , but without power. She came late night to see if I were asleep. T:Are u asleep? I:No madam. T: I am sorry . There are so many mosquitoes. I:Not a problem madam, I have covered myself with blanket.Its not hot season, so It is manageable. T:Ok She went out and came after 30 minutes. All this time I had been thinking of her. T:When are you going to sleep ? I:Why? T: I will sleep after you are asleep. I:Madam , I am your student. Not Guest. Let me press your legs when you go to sleep. T:Why? I:(Silence) She did not come again. I did not have time to think of her behavior . Next morning I woke up at 3:30 out of habit. She called me precisely at the the same time. T:Did you sleep? I:I did. T:We have to go to field soon , before others get up. I:Ok. I got ready for open toilet.She walked ahead of me , holding my hand in her one hand , while we both held a small mug of water in other hand and washed and clean and dry clothes on our shoulders.Soon the village disappeared and we reached near river. She called me and told me sit near her . Without waiting for me , she lifted her saree. Before It reached her pussy , I turned my face and waled to a distance , where I could not see her. I completed my chore . I needed more water. I went to her , she had completed her chore. She called me to river. She washed her hands clean , and asked me to do the same. Afterwards , she said , we had to take bath right there and clean clothes. I did not think and before she could say a thing I started walking away from her. She pulled my hands , T: This is river , not play ground.Forget your shyness this hour. I:I am not shy.