Needs Help
Hello friend I am Jacob from Waluj (m.h.) har mard sochta hai ke us ka pahela sex kise khubsoort ladki ke sath ho ya kisi garam aurat ke sath par is mamle me main ek dam unlucky hu aur mera pahela sex ek adami ke sath hu jo main ne app ko garam gaand me bataya us ke baad mujhe gilty fill hone laga tha ke mai ne yeh josh me kya kar diya …khair us ke baad mujhe bahot dino baad ke achi naukari mill gaye woh mere city se 300km par ek chote se city me thi main join ho gaya wahan mornnig 7am se lekar night 6pm tak kaam karna padta ….kaam itna ke ek minute ke fursat nahi thi hu …hum 6 ladke wahi office me hi rahete the.din bhar bahar ghumna padta tha..aur khana ke liye main ne ek mess laga le thi..woh mess bahot door thi par wahan khana achha millta tha …main dophar aur shaam ko wahan jata tha …jab main khana kahane ke baad wapas ata toh raste me ek purana ghar tha ghar yani waha sirf ek hi room the ek bade si window the aur wahan ek aurat use chalati the woh koi 40 ya 45 saal ke hogi woh din bhar wahi baithi raheti main wahan se sigarete leta aur pete pete apne office nikkal jata …..main ne us aurat ko kabhi gaur se nahi dekha .. ek baat thi us me woh akale hi wahan rahete thi ..main ne kabhi kisi aur ko wahan dekha nahi kabhi…ek baar main mess pe jane ko lett ho gaya jab pahucha toh mess bandh ho chuki thi ..main wapas aa raha tha ke socha cigarate hi pi lu toh main us chote se dukan ke paas gaya toh woh bhi bandh thi….wahan Ek chota sa darwaza tha main ne knock kiya toh andar se koi jawab nahi aya ..main ne phir knock kiya toh and dar se awaz aye ke kaun hai ..main ne kahan ke cigarater chahiye …woh bole k thic hai tum andar aa jao darwaza khula hi hai…main darwaze ko dhakka dekar andar chala gaya woh ek chota sa kamra tha…aur wohi aurat bed bar baithi thi main use dekh kar ek dam shock ho gaye us ke dono pair ko poliyo (handipack) ho chuka tha us ke dono pair ek dam barid Aur kamzor the woh bole ke cigarate chaiye main ne us se cigarate le aur use thanks keh kar chala aya ……woh dekh ne me gori thi ,us ke body ek dam kasi hui thi jaise lag raha tha ke woh abhi abhi jawan hui ho ..main sari raat us ke bare me hi soch ta raha…dusare din jab main us ke dukan par gaya toh woh bahithi thi ..us ne mujhe dekh kar cigarate nikal kar mujhe de de.. ab main us se dosti karna chahta tha ..sach kahu toh mujhe us par rahem aa gaya tha..main ne us se Us ka naam puch toh woh ek dam ghussa ho gaye aur bole ke tujhe kya karna hai..main chup ho gaya aur wahan se chala gaya ….phir dusare din main wahan jane ke himmat nahi kar paya aur main khanan khane ke baad jab us ke dukan ke samne se guzar ne laga toh us ne mujhe awaz de aur kahan ke ajj cigarate nahi piyoge .. main us k pass chala gaya ..woh bolo ke sorry kal main ne tum ko ghussay me keh diya ,main ne kahan ke koi baat nahi main samajh sakta hu…us ne mujhe Room me ane ko kahan main chala gaya.aur andar jakar us ke beed bar baith gaya woh mujhe pani dene ke liya apni baisakhiyo ke sahare uth ne lage toh main ne use mana kar diya pani ke liye …woh baith gaye thodi der hu chup rahe ..phir us ne he kahan ke us ka naam manjusha hai aur yeh ghaar us ke pitaji ka hai ..main ne pucha ke app yahan akele rahete ho..woh bole ke haa main ne kaha ke app ke parivar wale kahan hai toh woh bole ke ek bhai hai kabhi kabhi dekhne Aa jata hai ke main zinda hu k maar gaye…main ne kaha k app aise kyou bol rahi hai toh woh hass de phir main ne pucha ke app ka pati toh woh bole ke us harami ka naam bhi mere samne mat lo shadi ke 2mahino ke baad hi kisi raad ke liye mujhe chod diya ,kaminay ko langadi aurat nahi chaiye thi..main phir chup ho gaya aisa lagraha tha ke us ke handikap hone ke wajah se sab use chod kar chale gaye hai …us ne mere naam pucha ,kaam pucha phir main wahan se uth gaya toh woh bole ke aya karo main ne haa keh kar chala aya .. Phir do din tak mera mess jana nahi hua 3re din jab main gaya toh manjusha ne mujhe awaz di aur kahan ke ajj ka khana tum mere sath khaoge kya ? main ne socha itne pyar se keh rahi hai toh haa kar di aur raat ka promise kar kar chala gaya …raat thick 9 baje main us ke room par chala gaya woh mera hi intezar kar rahi thi us ne khane me sabji aur puri banaye thi main ne thoda khya toh woh bole ke kya tumhe pasand nahi aye mere haath ka khana main ne kana ke khana toh bahot acha hai par main ne dopahar ka khana lete khya tha..is liye khana khane ke baad main Beed par baith gaye woh bhi mere side me aa kar baith gaye aur pucha ke chai piyoge main ne kahan ke nahi app ko taqllef hogi woh bole ke pelo abhi ban jayege main use chai bane te hu dekh raha tha woh ek dam garam lag rahi thi jaise koi poplet ho ek dam hot and chikni….us ne chai banaye aur phir apne blowse ko kholne lagi main yeh dekh kar kaha ke app yeh kya kar rahe hai toh woh bole ke doodh nahi hai is liya soch ke apna hi dodh ….