Samdhi ji hue mere jism ke deewane-2
Meri Chudai
Pichla bhaag padhe:- Samdhi ji hue mere jism ke deewane-1 To doston aapne pichle part mein padha kaise mere samdhi ji mera number chura ke mere sath dosti karne ki koshish karne lage, aur mujhe behla-fusla kar nazdeekiyan badhane lage. Main bhi saj-dhaj kar unke ghar pooja mein jaane ke liye nikal gayi. Jab hum bete ke sasural pahunche, to samdhi ji meri bahu Shrushti se poochne hi waale the ki tere ghar se aur koi, tab main unke saamne aayi. Wo mujhe dekh kar thodi der ke liye kahi kho gaye. Jab Shrushti ne poocha kya hua tab wo kuch nahi bole aur mujhe namaste ki. Maine bhi unhe smile ke sath namste ki. Mere bete ke sasur ki khushi ka koi thikana nahi tha. Aksar aadmi apni pasandida aurat ko dekh kar thoda pagal ho jata hai. Aisa hi haal mere samdhi ji ka tha. Maine ek baat notice ki, ki mere samdhi ji mein bahut se changes aaye the, like unki dressing, baat-cheet karne ka tareeka. Short mein kahu to unhone apni personality develop ki thi. Kaafi had tak apne motaape ko control karke slim body ki thi. Maine bhi unko dekh kar appreciate kiya. Jab pooja chaalu hui tab pooja ke dauran unka dhyan bhagwan se zyada meri aur tha. Mujhe bhi ye baat pata chal gayi thi ki Kishan ji mujhe dekh kar bahut utsuk the. Hum fir evening ko ghar par chale aaye. Mujhe samdhi ji par bahut hi gussa aa raha tha. Kuch din aise hi nikal gaye, aur unka ek din call aaya jab main aaram kar rahi thi. Ab hamari week mein ek baar baat hone lagi. Mere samdhi ji kabhi mujhse double meaning baat bhi bol lete, main wo ansuna kar leti. Kabhi mujhe kuch personal baat bhi pooch lete the, aur main uska jawab nahi deti. Fir bhi pata nahi ab main unse kyun itni baat karne lagi thi. Aise hi kuch din nikal gaye. Ek din aisa hua ki mere bete ki saas ki tabiyat kharaab hui, aur usko admit karna pada. Hospital hamare ghar se kuch 20 km ki doori par tha. To mera beta Setul aur bahu Shrushti help karne pahunch gaye. Waha jaa kar pata chala ki unko 6-7 din aur wahi rakhna padega. Pehli raat to samdhi ji ne waha nikaal di. Doosri night bete ne nikaal di, aur samdhi ji ko unke ghar par thoda kaam tha to bhej diya. Ab Shrushti aur mere samdhi ji poore din hospital rukte aur raat ko beta unke liye tiffin lekar jata. Ek din Shrushti ko thoda fever tha to raat ko main mere bete ke sath gayi. Kyunki 2-3 din se wo admit thi, aur main dekhne nahi jati to acha bhi nahi lagta. Mujhe dekh kar mere samdhi ji ko kaafi acha feel ho raha tha. Mujhe unke chehre se tension khatam hoti dikh rahi thi. Main tab samajh gayi ki unke jeevan mein meri importance kitni thi. Samdhi ji mere se emotionally attached ho gaye the. Hum sab sath mein baith kar baatein kar rahe the. Tab sister ne medicine ki list di. Bete ne wo list li, aur kaha: Main lekar aata hu. Fir sister se poocha to usne kaha: Emergency nahi hai. Abhi to hamne hamare stock se sab diya hai. Aap aaram se hame ye sab laa kar dena. Bete ne kaha- Mera beta ( Setul): Mummy aap yaha baitho. Main medicines lekar aata hu. Mujhe bhookh bhi lagi hai to main kuch khaa kar aata hu. Aapko kuch chahiye to mujhe call karna, aate time lekar aaunga. Maine kaha: Theek hai beta, tum aaram se jao. Main Kishan ji ke sath baithi hu. Raat ka time tha to hospital mein hamare floor par koi nahi tha. Main aur Samdhi ji akele waha par the. Mujhe thoda darr bhi lag raha tha. Main fir Kishan ji se Hansa ji ki tabiyat ke baare mein poochne lagi. Wo kaafi khush lag rahe the. Unko mera waha hona kaafi sukoon de raha tha. Mujhe bhi ab unse sahanubhuti thi. Thodi der hamne idhar-udhar ki baat ki. Fir Samdhi ji ne kaha- Kishan ji: Aap bura na maano to ek baat kehna chaahta hu. Main: Haa aap boliye kya baat hai. Kishan ji: Kya hum pakke dost ban sakte hai? Mujhe aap bahut ache lagte ho. Aapke sath baat karna acha lagta hai. Aapke bina mujhe kuch acha nahi lagta. Main aapko bahut yaad karta hu. Main: Kishan ji aap kaisi baatein kar rahe ho? Aisa nahi ho sakta, aap kyun zid kar rahe ho? Kishan ji: Arre Suman ji aap soch rahe hai itna muskil nahi hai. Hamari baat hamare beech rahegi, to kisi ko kya hi pata chalega? Main: Arre par aap samajh nahi rahe ho. Aap jo bol rahe ho wo possible nahi hai. Kisi ko pata chalega to kya sochega? Aur main aapki samdhan hu. Hame apni limits cross nahi karni chahiye. Samdhi ji: Maine aaj tak aapko kabhi kisi cheez ke liye pareshan kiya hai? Main jaanta hu ki hamari dosti se hamare bachho par bura asar ho sakta hai. Par aap meri bhaavna ko nahi samajh rahe. Mere jeevan mein koi nahi hai, jo aapki tarah mujhe samjhe. Main: Aap baatein na banaye to acha hai. Aapka bhi parivar hai, unke sath samay nikaale. Aapko sab samajh jayenge. Samdhi ji: Kya aapko apke parivar waale samaj rahe hai? Kabhi kisi ne aap se aapko kya takleef hai aisa poocha hai? Aapke sath kon baat karta hai? Suman ji aap kuch bol kyun nahi rahi hai? Main: Mujhe abhi apse behas karna theek nahi lag raha. Aap abhi Hansa ji ki tabiyat ka khayaal kare. Aur mujhe lag raha hai ki ab main aapko zyada pareshan karne lagi hu. To ab hame baat karna bhi band kar dena chahiye. Kishan ji: Nahi.. nahi.. aap aisa nahi karna. Aap jaisa bologe waisa hi hoga. Maine aapko pareshan nahi karunga. Ab se sab kuch aapki marzi se hoga. Thodi der ke baad doctor checkup ke liye aane waale the, to sister unhe bulane aayi, aur mere samdhi ji waha chale gaye. Thodi der baad mera beta bhi aa gaya aur main uske sath ghar chali gayi. Main us raat ghar aa kar bahut royi. Maine fir raat ko socha ki main itni seedhi-saadi aurat thi, aur aaj tak mujhse aisa nahi hua tha. Maine mere pati Ashok ke alawa kisi gair mard se kisi bhi prakaar ka rishta nahi banaya tha. Meri life mein kya chal raha tha, jisse main mere samdhi ji se dosti jaisa relation rakh rahi thi. Par dheere-dheere mujhe pata chala ki main andar se bahut akeli pad gayi thi. Mere sath na mera beta theek se baat karta tha, na hi Shrushti ko itna time tha. Main apne mann ki baat kisi se share nahi kar sakti thi. Pati bhi meri har baat ko beech mein se kaat dete the.