Subiksha's First Sexual Encounter
Hello readers! I’m writing this for the first time about my sexual encounter, so excuse me for the errors. I’m Subiksha (not my real name). I’m 20 years old, and I’m from Chennai. I’m in the third year of college now. I stay with three other girls in a PG. During my second year, when I was masturbating , I was caught by a roommate. Her name is Harshini. She was not from my college, but she’s elder to me. When she caught me, she didn’t confront or said anything. After a few days, when we were talking, she casually brought up that incident. I admitted to her that I’m attracted to sex. She said it’s fine. She said that she has lots of experience in sex and there’s nothing wrong with that. She confessed that she goes to private parties organized by friends or friends of friends. She just goes there like a party girl and has some fun with the guys, and if she likes a guy, she has sex with him. She said that it’ll be nice and the guys would provide her with presents. Then I realized how she could afford all those branded cosmetics and accessories. She asked me whether I would like to join her. Initially, I was taken aback by this. I’ve has sex once during a past relationship (rather an unfortunate relationship). But I’ve never tried anything like that. She said that I don’t need to have sex but just come and visit the parties a couple of times with her. If I liked it, then she could introduce me to her friends. I wasn’t sure about that, so I just refused. But that thought kept coming to my mind. So after a couple of months, I told her that I would accompany her a couple of times. She told me not to feel shy, and it’s just fine. A week after that she told me that she’s going to a party the next day and asked whether I would like to come. I accepted her invitation. The next day, we went out at 5 PM. When I thought about this, I thought it would be like a private villa with no surroundings. But it wasn’t. It was a 2BHK apartment. And I thought many people would be there, but it was just 3 guys and three girls (including us). Vasant, Hari, Mahesh are the guys’ names. And the other girl’s name is Aishwarya. They all were elders to me. Things were pretty normal. My roommate introduced me to other people. We talked about college for some time (mostly we were from different colleges). We would’ve talked for some 30 minutes. They all were nice and were polite. A few minutes later, the Aishwarya and Mahesh told us that they’re leaving, and they left. Then Hari said something to Harshini. Harshini told me to have a chat with Vasant and went into a room along with Hari. It was really an awkward moment. I wanted to leave as soon as possible. Vasant and I chatted for some time. 30 minutes later, they came out, and in an instant, I knew that they had sex. I was starting to get uncomfortable. She came and sat next to me. I told her that I wanted to leave. She said that we would leave in an hour. She again went into the room with Hari. This time they came out after 40 minutes. I guess Vasant wasn’t into sex much. But he spoke really well. We took a cab back to our PG. They gave Harshini a watch and a terracotta jewelry set. We came back, and we didn’t talk for some time. Before going to sleep, I spoke with her about the incidents that happened in the evening. I’m an open-minded person, so I never judge other people. She told me that she has had sex with 12 guys. All of them were either friends or friends of friends. She said it was a kinda friends benefits relationship. In the next month, I went out with her on two occasions. At first, I was a little bit uncomfortable and afraid. But soon I got used to it. I felt that being in a no strings attached relationship was better than being in a relationship. I told about this to Harshini, and she said that even she felt the same when she started all this. After so much thinking, I decided that I would start this along with Harshini. I said to her, and she was surprised. She told me that it would be nice and told me that she would introduce me to her friends. Apart from going to college, I spent the weekends and holidays with Harshini for the next two months. At first, it was a little uneasy, but as days passed, I started to get comfortable. I didn’t get myself involved in sex for the first few months. Then during one such hangout, we again met Hari and Vasant. Actually, Harshini has already told them about my decision. We went to the same apartment, and things started pretty well. But this time conversation was a bit spiced up. There were many double meaning jokes, and at times we spoke about sex. Hari asked me whether I know what he and Harshini did inside the room the other day. I smiled, and I said, I know. Then he asked whether I would like to try it. I didn’t know what to say, so I just kept silent. Hari said that I could try with Vasant. Again I didn’t know what to say, but I really liked the idea of having sex with Vasant as he seemed nice to me. Vasant touched my thigh and asked me what happened. I smiled and said nothing. He started to slowly rub my thigh with his hand. As Harshini and Hari were near to us, I moved his hand away. Harshini sensed my hesitation and told us to spend some time in the room and that she and Hari will watch a movie. I was sure that she said that only to give us some private space. Vasant asked me whether it was fine, and I said it’s okay. We went into the same room where Harshini and Hari went on the other day. We closed the door and bolted it. We went and sat on the bed. He smiled at me and placed a hand on my thigh, and started to rub slowly. I thought just for a moment, and I decided that I’ll do this. I held his other hand, and he came closer to me. He bent his face and kissed me. I slowly started to kiss him back. He grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back.