The Carnal Lust
It was surprisingly cool morning at Chennai no one would have expected it to rain in the month of May. It would be sweltering days and profusely sweating nights but today was different from the regular heat wave that this city would experience. Asprin garden was slow to wake up to the daily hustle of office goers and school kids leaving home without much interest. Across the municipal playground was where Sheela lived on the third floor of a apartment she lived there alone the 49 year stunning lady who still made heads turn as she walked down the road. Sheela though showed herself as happy go lucky type of Chennai high society women deep down it hurt her for not having the basic need fulfilled. She longed to be fucked yet was afraid of the society in which she lived no amount of toys gave her the real feel of cock carnal lust burned deep in her as she thought back to all that had happened in her life. It didn’t happen overnight. It was more of a gentle seduction rather than an awakening that brought her to this fallen state. She wasn’t innocent before but the old angel would have been shocked at her carnal appetites and desires of the present. She recalls how the process started. It was after the divorce. It was not a loveless marriage. They had many sweet tender moments together. Their lovemaking brought two souls to the earth. Somehow, it wasn’t enough and there she was out on her own again. It was the day she moved from the house they had shared together. When the furniture was moved, an unmarked single Cd remained. It must have been tucked up underneath the entertainment center. She didn’t think much of it and threw it in a box of miscellaneous junk being moved to the new house. Days later, in her solitaire flat at Chennai Aspirin garden as she was nearly unpacked, she encounters the videotape again. It has a gummy spot where a label used to be but no other markings. It isn’t rewound. It is late and she just pops it into the Dvd player and settles onto the leather sofa. The scene on the television opens on a long legged beauty in a short skirt and showing a lot of cleavage. A man enters the scene and begins small talk with the woman. She marveled at the cheesy dialogue. Without any warning the two of them begin kissing deeply. His lips quickly wander to her neck and cleavage. The camera angle changes and her blouse and bra are gone. He is hungrily lapping and kissing her all too round and perky breasts. Her nipples are impossibly hard and she is moaning like an alley cat. The scene shifts again and she is taking his flaccid penis into her mouth. She watches in fascination as it grows with her attention to enormous proportions. The woman on the screen seems to be worshiping the man’s erection. She is disgusted by this display. She eject the tape and go to throw it away but realize that someone might find it in her trash and think that it is hers. She hides it away instead. Later that night, the image of the woman sucking on the big cock pervades Sheela’s dreams. Try as she might, she can’t shake the image. She gets up and digs out the tape again. She watches as the woman coaxes an orgasm and seems to relish licking up all of his spunk. She continues to watch as the scene shifts again and the woman is riding his erection with her breasts bouncing up and down. She is whooping and hollering as she seems to be really enjoying the ride. Disgusted again she hides the Cd away. Several times over the next few days, the images from the tape come to her mind. Sheela was drawn back to the Cd over and over again as she soaks in more scenes of couples engaging in carnal pleasure. Eventually, she reaches the end of the disk. Guiltily, she reverses it and begins it from the start instead of the middle. The opening scene is of a woman alone in a room. She is looking at magazines. She realizes that these are pornographic magazines as she begins to massage her breasts under her blouse. The images in The magazine are of couples in various sexual positions. As she continues to page through the magazine she puts her hand into her panties and begins rubbing herself. This brings obvious pleasure to her countenance. The panties come off and the camera zooms in on her pussy as she begins to insert her finger and works herself into frenzy. She feels a now familiar twinge in her loins. She touches her own panties and found them soaked. Sheela cannot resist touching herself beneath her night dress and begin rubbing herself through her panties. As she strokes herself her pussy lips naturally part and she find more pleasure rubbing between them. Soon she feels the urge to press deeper but the panties are preventing penetration. She removes them and begins finger fucking her. She brings herself to a climax quickly. This is better than any sex she has ever had.As the days go by Sheela finds herself masturbating more often. She watches the disk over and over until she practically has it memorized. She has had a computer for years and is quite adept at e-mail and searches. She begins surfing to porn sites that interest she. Eventually, she stumbles across personal ads in the site Indian friend finder. After reading many, she decides that she have been lonely too long and are ready to be with a man. Sheela posted an ad. Honest and innocent, she admit her lack of real experience. She is overwhelmed by the response. As she begins reading, she was disgusted by the majority of responses. These responses consist of crude language and even cruder suggestions. Many replies simply consist of pictures of their penis. A few responses are actually tender. She picks out a couple of the sweeter ones to reply to. She ends up flirting for several days with these guys and end up expanding her circle to include some of the other sweet responses.Eventually, Sheela agrees to meet one of the guys about 18 years younger her age.