Truth is stranger than fiction
I feel free to express myself to the extent which I feel I won’t be able to do anywhere or to any1 in my life. You can call it my confession. You may call this absolutely bull-shit but it’s true like nature. I always admire a lady by the appeal she is having, the eyes, the body language, the urge to have sex, big boobs & big hip. The look may not be good but she has to be attractive. This is nothing unusual. Every matured man thinks likewise. But even at this age of 40 I have immense sexual urge and since I am not fortunate enough to get it everyday I restored to the safest sex (Masturbation). Here is my recent past experience. Till date I cherish the memories of those days and do a lot of self-satisfying activities. It remained unbelievable to me until things happened. So I let me call it. Truth is stranger than fiction. I never believed this until the incident and later on a series of incidents happened with me. I got a phone no. from one of my best friends and called her up immediately. Before this incident I never ever called up an unknown lady and talked. I don’t know from where I got the confidence that evening and talked to the stranger. I was never very smart and really used to stammer in front of a lady specially if she is unknown to me. I never knew what a couple (unmarried or married) discuss with each other for a long time. I actually find myself at loss after some communication and never used find words. I knew for sure that I was a bore in a group of ladies. So, I used to avoid them rather ladies / girls used to avoid me. This is what I was. Now I struck a friendship with this stranger and she is no longer a stranger now to me. We became very good friends and would miss each other very much. We used to talk over phone for hours and the mobile bill used to be very heavy those days. At least 40 sms used to be exchanged between us every day. She lived at least 200 Km away from me. By the way, I am from Calcutta, Bengali, Tall (6’2”), dark in complexion, Strongly built. I work with a MNC and so called well settled in my life. I always felt a need for a GF with whom I would talk and rather she would teach me how to deal with ladies and talk to them. So, when I got my 1st GF, I was very happy and flying high. Till then the friendship was only confined to mobile or land line. We never saw each other. I knew she is married with a child of 6 yrs and stays away from husband because of the reason of education of the child. But he used to visit his family in a gap of 2/3 days. We talked for 24 days before we got the opportunity to meet each other. They were supposed to come to Calcutta for personal reasons and informed me that they wanted to meet me at HWH station. I was literally nervous and excited at the same time. I was in love with her very much already and if she did not like my appearance then what would happen to me!!!(To be frank I’m not that bad looking at all). Eventually we met after a lot of palpitated hours and I was really stunned by her look. How to describe her!! She is simple, 5’4”, fair, short hair, little plump, but charming and attractive. The real things were the eyes behind her specs. I could realize that I missed her in my life as my wife but I would never leave her as my friend and lover. My love for her increased many folds and I started the feeling of love for the first time in my life. You know the kind of gut feeling one experiences when he is love. In that particular visit nothing special happened. I only got introduced to her husband and child. We spent some time together and shared a lot of feelings for each other. They are actually well educated and respectably placed in the society but were the member of couple swapping group that spreads from West Bengal to Orissa to Bihar. They also get involved in MMF situations and have a no. of such experiences. They were very selective in that process and were confused whether doing the right things or not. I knew for sure that both of them have a very high appetite for sex and they are experienced in a lot of 3somes and 4somes. She actually wanted to prove that because of her husband she was in this world of sex exchange and multi-partner acts. Her husband used to enjoy his wife being fucked by some other person in front of him and used to masturbate and eventually fuck and gets immense satisfaction out of that. Even while she would talk to her BF or me over phone, he used to fondle her and used to get the excitement. This happened with me a no. of times also. She would talk to me while he is fucking her brains out and imagine what would me my situation with all those moaning sounds of love making. I knew all these before we met and came to know about their more experiences eventually. But all these made me think why a happy couple would involve in all those and how can a lady share a bed with more than two men. I was confused, not so happy about it but was blind in love, lust with this lady. I started calling her Monai. I knew for sure that Monai wants me to fuck her, love her but had to wait for an opportunity. Till then we did not get any opportunity to love in isolation and had to wait for Yolin’s consent. In the mean time we had a lot of tele-sex and used to masturbate a lot. She used to use her finger, pen for that and the sexy sounds that she used to make helped to jack off within few minutes. I would request her to let me hear the sounds of her fucking herself. Eventually the great day came. I confidently reach their home and found that the child was kept somewhere else and we three would only be there. When I reached, I did not get a very warm welcome from Yolin and could guess the reason. His wife was in love with me and since he believed in Fuck-n-forget kind of philosophy, he was not very happy about my involvement with her. He knew for sure that I was different kind of person and not leave them very easily.